Yigaquu osaniyu adanvto adadoligi nigohilvi nasquv utloyasdi nihi!

I guess I have decided to stay. I think it's a good choice, I am happy with that decision. I don't know what to say really, there have been so many highs and so many lows, it's really hard to describe what the last month has been like for me. The people who read my last journal before I left, know that I was gone because of knee surgery, what only a few people know is that there were ...complications. I had my leg amputated just above the knee, about midthigh. I'm not telling you this because I want you to feel sorry for me, just the opposite. I intend to be very frank and if you don't know what I am talking about, it could be VERY confusing, lol.

So I am learning new things...like a baby I will learn to walk all over again, but I WILL walk. And I will finish my nursing degree and I will marry my love and have babies and all of the things I was going to do before this happened. I go to physical therapy daily and I have regular sessions with a counselor to deal with my grief, losing a limb is kind of like losing a loved one, there is a process of grieving that you have to go through, I think that's what alot of my last journal was about. But I am making peace with my situation, I can even see one or two positives now, like...I only have to shave one leg, lol, how great is that? It's not going to be easy, I know that, but I have the best support I could ever ask for and between the two of us, we can do anything.

So to all of the people who have wished me well and said their goodbyes to me...thank you for that and guess what? I'm Baaaaack, lol.

PS..if anybody knows anybody who wears a six and a half right shoe, I have a whole bunch of them to give away, hahahaha

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"Oh Great Spirit, who made all
Races, look kindly upon the
Whole human family and take
Away the arrogance and hatred
Which separates us from our brothers."
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